*Monologue*

You look at me, with tears filling my eyes. You smile and walk away. I rustle "I Love You" but the words give no meaning to you, those flawless words which I carry within me. You leave me crushed, love wrecked. Filled with sorrow, feeling degraded. Would you laugh at my death? Am I so invaluable to you.

I walk down the lane of love, collecting the debris of my heart. Searching For the light, which i see within your eye. But, No point. You broke me!=)

Parts Of me*

Well Mmm .. He's Somthing new. its not a poem, but u can call it a love monologue i guess. Anywayz if you like it tell me, if you dont i'll stop writing those stuff =P

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Parts Of me

My Brain?
Every part of my brain thinks of you, dreams of you, your face, the way you touch.


Me?
Ever part of me longs for your touch.

My ears?
Both my ears are dying to hear your voice, the sound of your breath.

My lips?
Thirst for yours, for the way you kiss.

My nose?
It craves for your smell, your marvelous smell.

My eyes?
They would go blind till the day they see you.

My hair?
It misses the way your fingers would go through it.

My hands?
Would press tightly imagining your hands with mine.

My neck?
It covets the touch of your lips.

And well, My heart?
Every heartbeat screams your name. My heart is the place you’re at. My heart loves you more than it loved anyone else before.

Part 20-* (FINALE)

Hey, just wanted to thank all the people who encouraged me to finish my story. This is the finale, and i asure you i woll not stop writing .. wait for ma next story.. Love you all (L) thnxx again .. & enjoy.. (L)

After 30 long minutes of waiting the doctor came out of the room and came to talk to me. I couldn’t tell whether it was good or bad news from his expressions, his face was so still. I wanted to read his expressions so badly so that I wouldn’t get shocked or anything. Finally, he stood in front of me.

“Mrs. AlX, I can honestly say that throughout my whole life as a doctor, I have never seen someone so determined to get healed like your husband. When I asked him for a reason he said that he just wants to see the smile upon your face again, And that he wants you to be happy with him. I really wish you the best of luck in your life. Owh and I did all the necessary tests for your husband and he will be able to walk by tomorrow, he just needs to rest” he said with a smile looming on his face.

“Omg, really?! Thanks a lot doctor!!” I said thankful

“No worries, am just doing my job here.” He said as he left.

I turned around and faced the door with a wide grin on my face, I entered the room and kissed mayeds forehead. “Did you hear the good news?”

“Yeah I heard babe, come here” He put out his arm. I walked as fast as I can to his bed, and just laid there next to him. My head on his chest, so I could hear every heart beat, and remind myself that everything’s amazing while I’m with him. His arms around me, protecting me from everything in this world. There we were Me, Mayed, and his heart beats. And before I knew it I fell asleep in his arms.

1 Year Later ~

There I was standing in what I never saw myself in. A white dress, as white as a pure soul could be. I gazed at myself in the mirror, admiring the work done by the professionals that made me look flawless. My hair looked perfect, my makeup was more than amazing, and my dress, well my dress needs a whole story that talks about it. I felt scared, this is it. This is the night where everything happens. I’d be leaving home tonight, a place I lived in my whole life, to go live with the love of my life under one roof, and make a family of our own. Tonight, I would sleep with his arms around me, holding me tight. Tonight, everyone would start thinking of me as a grownup, a woman. I turned around as soon as I heard the knock on the door. My mother, 7mdoh, and 79a barged in like I wasn’t even there, n they all froze. My mother’s eyes were filled with tears the moment she laid eyes on me. And well, my sister and my best friend stood there looking at me like they’ve just seen a ghost. They all came up to me and gave me a group hug, which made me feel a bit relaxed.

“Mom come on, you’ll ruin your makeup” I said while wiping her tears.

“I can’t help it, you look too pretty. Mashalla, Allah yb3ed 3anch il 7sad.” She started mourning.

“Mama 7abeebty, it’s not like you’ll never see me again, bayee ba7shrch kilyoum fel bait, w I’ll get my kids to annoy you with me.” I said, laughing at how my mom was so dramatic about it.

She gave me a light hit on my shoulder. My mom n I are very close even though I was the younger daughter. “Stop laughing, it’s not funny you’re getting married and leaving me alone at home” she cried even harder.

“E7M E7M, and where was I exactly gonna live?” said 79oo9, with an annoyed expression on her face.

“Owh I mean, leaving me with 79a at home” She corrected. We all laughed about it. I helped my mother fix her makeup and hair after all the drama she did.

“We’ll come back to get you down when it’s time” said 7amdoh, followed by a very tight hug.
“’okay” I hugged her back.

They left, and I sat there thinking. Wondering, how will my prince look tonight? Will this night be exactly as I imagined it, Or would it turn into total chaos? *hopefully not* I thought to myself. I started flipping through the magazines I found on the table just to pass time, and before I knew it half an hour had passed, it was now 10:15pm. There was 2 knocks on the door and then I heard my sister say “Its time!” Omg, this is it. I got up, got my final look in the mirror and open the door. I took a deep breath and started walking slowly until I faced the door of the hall. The hall, in which all my dreams will come true. The doors gradually opened, for me to see that gleam that was concentrated on me. I couldn’t see the place, everything around me was vague. Until I moved forward, Everything started getting clearer, my mother standing right in front of me crying *as usual* my sister and 7amdoh helping me with my dress. And I suddenly realized, am scared. What if I Trip over a wire or something? What if mayed doesn’t like the way I looked? I felt this sudden urge to cry. The music filled the hall with emotions. Every woman in the place whispered to the one next to her, every single eye was looking at me, and only me. I felt like I owned the place, like I was the queen. It was perfect.

Everything went by smoothly, with no problems none what so ever, and I couldn’t wait for the time to see him. My friends came up to me and started chatting and making fun about the fact that I’m not free anymore, n I can’t do whatever I want. We all laughed and enjoyed ourselves. While everyone ate dinner, n talked, 7mdoh came and sat with me for entertainment. After dinner, my sister told me that he’s coming, my mayed. That’s when my heart started pounding like crazy. I felt so nervous that I looked hilarious on stage.

“How do I look? Should I hold this here or here? No wait does my hair look ok? I’m supposed to stand here right? Will he like my make up?” I asked nervously all the questions that I could think of.

Everyone around me laughed at my reaction.

“Relax sis, your look gorgeous as always” said 79oo9 as she gave me a light hit on my arm.

“Hey hey dun touch the bride, hhhhh” 7amdoh said defensive.

“Ok shush you guys, they’re here. Common let’s get off the stage” 79oh said talking to 7amdoh.
“No no dun leave me here!” I said nervously.

“Bye hun, good luck” 79oh winked at me as she left.

The music started, n I could feel the beat though my chest. The door slowly opened, and I saw him. The most gorgeous person I’ve ever laid eyes on. My baby. He was slowly walking towards me with his head down. With his father walking next to him. And when he got to the stairs, that’s when he looked up to see me.

Mayeds perspective~

I was nervous, couldn’t walk straight n I could hear my father saying some stuff to calm me down, but I didn’t pay much attention. All I cared about was my princess, the princess that I waited my whole life for. I walked with my head down, I couldn’t look at anyone, the only person I wanted to see was her, my wife. As soon as I got to the stairs, I lifted up my head n I froze. My father pulled my elbow to help me walk, n I did but I couldn’t take my eyes off of her. The way she smiled when she saw me was luminous. Finally, she’ll be living with me. The love of my life will be with me, now n forever. I promised myself that I would never let anyone hurt this divine creature, who am sure is not human. An angel maybe, but not human. The sight of that angelic face, made my heart go wild. I got to her, and I had this stupid smile on my face that showed that I was speechless, amazed. I kissed her forehead very gently and her cheek turned into the finest shade of pink. Then we sat and indulged every moment of our wedding together with her hand holding on tightly to mine. We laughed, we talked, and we both couldn’t believe that this day finally came. After chatting for a while, we got up to cut the cake. She held the knife and I held her hand, we cut the cake slowly and gave each other some of it.

The wedding was over; everyone came to wish us a great life together and to take pictures. When no one was left except for my family and hers, I suggested that we should go eat our dinner upstairs. I carried her effortlessly upstairs like a baby, my one and only baby. We ate our dinner, while I sank into the depth of her eyes, her enchanting eyes. I got up as soon as we finished dinner, grabbed her hand n I was on my knees.

“May I Have this Dance?”I asked.

“well of course you may” She replied, shy.

I lifted her up and started slow dancing with no music on, just us. Then I Held her hand and lead her to the bedroom. I threw her on the bed and laid there next to her. I pulled her very closely to my body, and very gently kissed her delicate lips.

“You are finally mine forever and nothing could ever change that. I love you”

Hinds perspective~

I felt something that I never have felt before, a feeling of something I can’t even explain. I loved him, I would die for him, I would take a bullet for him. He was my world, my oxygen, my EVERYTHING!

“I love you more baby” I replied as I fell asleep in his arms.

Today was a fairytaleYou were the prince

I used to be a damsel in distress

You took me by the hand and you picked me up at six

Today was a fairytale

Today was a fairytale

Today was a fairytale

I wore a dress

You wore a dark grey t-shirt

You told me I was pretty when I looked like a mess

Today was a fairytale

Time slows down whenever you're around

But can you feel this magic in the air?

It must have been the way you kissed me

Fell in love when I saw you standing there

It must have been the wayToday was a fairytale

It must have been the way

Today was a fairytale

Today was a fairytale

You've got a smile that takes me to another planet

Every move you make everything you say is right

Today was a fairytale

Today was a fairytale

All that I can say is it's getting so much clearer

Nothing made sense until the time I saw your face

Today was a fairytale

Time slows down whenever you're around

Yeah yeah

But can you feel this magic in the air?

It must have been the way you kissed me

Fell in love when I saw you standing there

It must have been the way

Today was a fairytale

It must have been the way

Today was a fairytale.

THE END

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Part 19-*

Y'all Might hate me For it =P.. Enjoy

Something’s wrong. I’ve been sitting in the same place for 2 hours, he hasn’t called, hasn’t texted, it was very weird. I can feel it; something was wrong. We were supposed to meet half an hour ago, he didn’t show up. His mobile is off. My heart is racing; I can feel the sweat on my forehead, my face burning up. Am I worried? No, I’m Terrified! Where could he be? Did he forget that he was supposed to pick me up? No, no way he never forgets! Suddenly, out of nowhere, My Blackberry starts Ringing. *weird number* I thought to myself. I don’t usually answer weird number, but I got this unbelievable feeling that I have to answer this one. I answered.

“Aloo” I said still terrified, I felt like something really bad was about to happen.

“Il salaam 3laaikm, m3ay Hind AlX?” The voice Said, with a very serious tone.

“Haih n3am, mnoo m3ay?” I replied, as I started to get even more worried.

“Ism7eeli i5ty abali’3ch, raylich sawa 7adeth mn shwai, w hoo al7een fel 3naya il morakaza fe mstashfa Rashid” Everything after that faded away.

My whole world fell apart, my heart shattered into million bits. The warm tears suddenly felt like they belong on my face. I couldn’t feel anything around me; I couldn’t see what’s in front of me. I just ran to the car since I had my license now. I let out a loud scream as soon as I sat in it. I drove as fast as I can to the hospital. And as soon as I got there, I parked in the nearest empty park I could find, n just sat there. In shock. I threw my tears off my face and took a deep breath in disbelieve. I got out of the car and ran to the counter and asked the woman about mayed. She showed me the way to his room. I started running as fast as I can to the room and when I got there, I just froze. I stared at the door and tears started pouring down my face. I put one hand on the door, and I suddenly felt his pain. This gush of emotions moved right through me. When a sudden touch on my shoulder startled me. I turned around to see the doctor standing right behind me.

“Mrs. AlX?” he asked.

“Yeah” I replied whipping my tears off my face.

“Your Husband is in a really tough position, his accident really affected his spinal cord, and unfortunately he has only 20% of regaining his ability to walk, I’m sorry” he said with a sad tone.

“No, please tell me you are messing with me. PLEASE TELL ME THIS IS ALL A PRANK!” I said while shaking the doctor n screaming.

He placed his hand on my shoulder and Said “I’m Sorry” And Left.

All I was left with was pain, heartache, and Misery. I turned to face the door; I slowly placed my hand on the knob and opened the door. The pipes sticking through his body, were like knifes sticking through my heart. Didn’t know how to think, didn’t find enough oxygen to breathe. I wanted to be in his place, I wanted to be the one who was in that accident, NOT HIM!! I walked slowly towards the bed, and grasped his hand tenderly.

“You promised never to leave me, you promised to stay by my side till the end of time, you promised that our wedding will be the biggest wedding anyone had ever witnessed. YOU PROMISED! You cant leave me now, please don’t. I need You, Plz. I need you so much” I started pleading as I kissed his hand. Tears rolling off my face and landing on his palm.

Three days passed with no news, no movement, no improvement. I wouldn’t leave the side of his bed, his hand, the sight of his face. I brushed my finger gently on his face, and kissed his cheek. “Come on Mayed, you’re stronger than this, I know you are. You can’t leave me. Everyone lost hope, but I didn’t. I simply know that you are stronger than this and that you’ll wake up. I need you to!”. I felt a sudden twitch in his hand. I looked at him very slowly hoping that that twitch was a sign that he is waking up, I stared at him for 2 whole minutes. Then, the most gorgeous face I had ever layed eyes on moved. He struggled to open his eyes, and to move his lips to talk but no point. I craved for his voice. I needed to hear it, I needed him to tell me that everything will be alright. I put my palm gently on his face, that’s when he moved his hand and placed it over mine on his face.

“You’re here.” He said in a jaded voice.

“Of course babe, I promised not to leave you, didn’t I?” I replied with tears filling my eyes.

“I’m so sorry; I’m very late to pick you up. I couldn’t wait to see you; I couldn’t wait to see those eyes, this nose, and those lips. I sped up, n all this happened. I’m sorry!” He turned his face the other way so he wouldn’t have to face me.

I Held his face, and turned it back to me. “Don’t you ever do that to me again!” I said while crying.

“I Love you babe” he brushed his finger across my face to wipe my tears.

“I’m crazy about you 7yati.” He gave me the smile I’ve been longing to see, the smile that kept me strong all this time.

After talking for a while, we heard a knock on the door. The doctor came in with a big smile on his face.

“Hello Mr. sleepy, you got the misses here all worried about you. You know, if you wanted attention you could’ve just got her flowers” we all laughed after being miserable for so long.

“Mr. AlX, now that you woke up, we have to do a couple of tests to see that you are completely fine. Because, the accident like I told your wife affected your spinal cord in a bad way. Unfortunately you have only 20% of regaining your ability to walk. So, let’s get you started for check up. And Mr. AlX would you like to wait outside a bit?” The doctor said, very confident.

“Ok, I love you baby” I Said as I looked at my husband.

“Love you too 7beebty” he winked at me, and turned to see the doctor.

After 30 long minutes of waiting the doctor came out of the room and came to talk to me. I couldn’t tell whether it was good or bad news from his expressions, his face was so still.

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Part 18-*

I'm Very sorry, i knw i'm very late in posting it, i've had a bit Of Trouble with it. But Thanks To my Best Feinds Help "Booshi". i finished it. Booshi This part is deticated to you, Hope you Like it. LOVE YOU (L)

I woke up trying to remember what was so important today.

“MILCHTYY” oh my god, I have been waiting for this day since the day I got engaged, but now that its here I don’t think I’m quite ready for it, am I ?

I got up brushed ma teeth, washed my face, changed n headed down stairs. It was 10:00am so I had much time to prepare myself. My sister came down stairs all excited about today, holding her dress in front of her and dancing around the living room. And of course my mother yelling from up stairs for me to go get ready. I ate my breakfast really quickly n went to get my dress. And since it was valentine, I thought that a red dress would make everything perfect. A silk, short, red dress, with a big bow on the hip. Then I went and got my jewelry, and sorted everything on the bed, but something was missing. “SHOES!” crap how could I forget buying shoes?! I called my mum and told her that I didn’t get shoes, and my mum got dressed quickly and we headed to the mall. After 10 silent minutes my mum finally spoke.

“So, are you ready for today?” she asked excited.

“Am terrified, but yeah I guess am ready for it” I replied worried that I may not find the perfect shoes for my dress.

“Omg my baby girl is all grown up. How’s Mayed treating you hun?” I felt weird, talking to my mum about a guy, but I kinda liked it, n I can tell she was so eager to know. So I started telling her.

“Wow mmm, he’s amazing. He calls me every 10 minutes to check up on me n to make sure am fine. And he talks to me like am his queen, n if I’m pissed he wouldn’t hang up unless I laughed my head out” I said imagining him next to me, holding my hand.

“He seems like an amazing guy.” I felt like she was about to cry. “I really wish you a great life with him honey” and then she burst into tears.

I tried calming her down, and by the time we got to the mall, she was already laughing and talking about her old days with dad. Which was kinda disturbing. We entered every shoes shop we can find, n I was going crazy cuz I couldn’t find the perfect shoes. We had one more store to go n when we got to it; I saw it there just staring back at me. The perfectest red, high heeled shoes. This fortunately also had a ribbon on it. After 3 hours of shopping, we found the perfect shoes, n headed home. I sat there waiting for the makeup artist to come cover my face with all that makeup, and fix my hair. I flipped through several magazine pages until she got here. It was already 6, so I had so little time to finish. After sitting on the same seat for like 2 hours, I felt like my back was about to crack. I paid the woman, n started getting ready. My sister and 7amdoh came into my room with the widest smiles on their faces . “Halla walla bel3roos” 7amdoh Said.
I smile n said “ahlain” as I gathered my stuff; n got the final look at myself in the mirror.
“Mashalla Sis. You look AMAZING” 79ooh said as she came and gave me the tightest hug anyone could give, and 7amdoh was next. After like 5 minutes there was a knock on the door. It was my dad holding the paper am supposed to sign on.“Wow, mashalla mashalla gumaar ymshi jdaami. Allah yhaaneech 7abeebty.” He kissed my forehead as he handed me the paper. I looked at it for a while n thought *this paper is the thing that would change my life forever, he will be mine, n I will be his. Nothing could ever change that. This is the only thing that separates me from him*. I gave my Sister & my 7amdoh a Final look before I signed n said. “Bye Bye Bachelorette life” I looked at the paper for the last time and signed, filled with confidence, and with no worries.

“Yaaaaaaay” my sister started screaming as soon as I handed my father the paper. “YOU ARE MARRIED!!!!!”

I shot her a shy smile n said “yes well, I guess I am”.

My father kissed my forehead again and headed out of the room.

“It’s time for you to get down hun; everyone is waiting to see the most gorgeous bride ever”

I took a deep breath n closed my eyes. Flashbacks of my memories with mayed crossed my mind. The way he held my hand, the way he pulled me tight to his body, the way he kissed my hand. I had a wide smile on my face just as his voice echoed in my head. I walked very slowly out of the room; I stood on top of the stairs and stared down. Every single eye was concentrated on the stairs waiting for me to come down, waiting to see whether I’ll look different. The grooms family waiting to see whether the new member of their family was going to fit in with them or not. Everyone is waiting. I started walking down the steps, with what must’ve been like 300 eyes looking at me. Very proud of myself, very confident of myself. Trying to keep my pace right, slow n steady. I can hear people whispering all around me, talking about me I hoped. I can see my mother standing in front of me, eyes filled with tears, struggling to smile. I walked myself to where am supposed to sit. Fixed my dress and sat down. I started looking at everyone, while everyone stared at me too.

“Why is everyone looking at me like that?” I whispered to my mom.

“Because you’re gorgeous baby” she replied as she kissed my cheek.

As everything went by smoothly, and everyone was happy and enjoying themselves. I can’t describe how I felt; I had mixed emotions bottled up inside me. I’m just waiting for the moment where I’d be alone with him, with my mayed. When everyone left and it was finally time to see him. I got up fixed my hair. That’s when my father called me in to see mayed. I can feel my tummy being squished, and my heart scrambling through my chest. I held the door knob, open the door and entered too see mayed standing there, his face to the wall, waiting for me I guess.

“E77m” I said.

*Mayeds perspective*

I heard the most beautiful sound on earth.

I turned around, and there she was. An angel on the ground, and standing there in front of me. My jaw dropped open. I have never seen such beauty, she was perfect. She was mine, forever. I walked very slowly heading towards her. She was playing with her hair in the cutest way I’ve ever seen, n smiling the most beautiful smile anyone could ever smile, I sank into her eyes while she looked at me. I stood in front of her just gazing into her eyes like I’ve never seen them until now. I held her hand so tight, and held her tighter to my body, just so I could breathe the same air she does, so I can share the most important thing to live, with her. I held her chin up I locked me eyes on hers, we kept staring into each other’s eyes. I leaned forward, my nose touched hers. I took a deep breath, when her scent drove me insane. I moved my lips from her cheek making my way to her lips. I kissed her for the first time ever; everything inside of me went crazy, my feelings, my heartbeats, my thoughts. I pulled her even closer n said.

“Nothing will ever stop me from loving you, not even death. You are mine now, you always were n always will be. I Love You”

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