*Monologue*

The Land Of Dreams~*

Every night I rest my head on the pillow listening to the lullaby you used to sing to me, drifting away to dream land, dreaming of what has been & what could’ve been. I love you, always have and always will. Remembering every touch, every word & every smile. Now it’s all feels like I was in a really good dream which I wish to go back to. A dream where everything felt so real. The way you hugged & the way you kissed made me feel like nothing can ever go wrong. Now I can’t tell the difference between reality and the illusion. I’m confused, bewildered, lost. I want you, I need you, I scream your name every night during my sleep. I acted so strong. But finally, I surrender.

“I NEED YOU”

*Monologue*

You look at me, with tears filling my eyes. You smile and walk away. I rustle "I Love You" but the words give no meaning to you, those flawless words which I carry within me. You leave me crushed, love wrecked. Filled with sorrow, feeling degraded. Would you laugh at my death? Am I so invaluable to you.

I walk down the lane of love, collecting the debris of my heart. Searching For the light, which i see within your eye. But, No point. You broke me!=)

Parts Of me*

Well Mmm .. He's Somthing new. its not a poem, but u can call it a love monologue i guess. Anywayz if you like it tell me, if you dont i'll stop writing those stuff =P

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Parts Of me

My Brain?
Every part of my brain thinks of you, dreams of you, your face, the way you touch.


Me?
Ever part of me longs for your touch.

My ears?
Both my ears are dying to hear your voice, the sound of your breath.

My lips?
Thirst for yours, for the way you kiss.

My nose?
It craves for your smell, your marvelous smell.

My eyes?
They would go blind till the day they see you.

My hair?
It misses the way your fingers would go through it.

My hands?
Would press tightly imagining your hands with mine.

My neck?
It covets the touch of your lips.

And well, My heart?
Every heartbeat screams your name. My heart is the place you’re at. My heart loves you more than it loved anyone else before.

Part 20-* (FINALE)

Hey, just wanted to thank all the people who encouraged me to finish my story. This is the finale, and i asure you i woll not stop writing .. wait for ma next story.. Love you all (L) thnxx again .. & enjoy.. (L)

After 30 long minutes of waiting the doctor came out of the room and came to talk to me. I couldn’t tell whether it was good or bad news from his expressions, his face was so still. I wanted to read his expressions so badly so that I wouldn’t get shocked or anything. Finally, he stood in front of me.

“Mrs. AlX, I can honestly say that throughout my whole life as a doctor, I have never seen someone so determined to get healed like your husband. When I asked him for a reason he said that he just wants to see the smile upon your face again, And that he wants you to be happy with him. I really wish you the best of luck in your life. Owh and I did all the necessary tests for your husband and he will be able to walk by tomorrow, he just needs to rest” he said with a smile looming on his face.

“Omg, really?! Thanks a lot doctor!!” I said thankful

“No worries, am just doing my job here.” He said as he left.

I turned around and faced the door with a wide grin on my face, I entered the room and kissed mayeds forehead. “Did you hear the good news?”

“Yeah I heard babe, come here” He put out his arm. I walked as fast as I can to his bed, and just laid there next to him. My head on his chest, so I could hear every heart beat, and remind myself that everything’s amazing while I’m with him. His arms around me, protecting me from everything in this world. There we were Me, Mayed, and his heart beats. And before I knew it I fell asleep in his arms.

1 Year Later ~

There I was standing in what I never saw myself in. A white dress, as white as a pure soul could be. I gazed at myself in the mirror, admiring the work done by the professionals that made me look flawless. My hair looked perfect, my makeup was more than amazing, and my dress, well my dress needs a whole story that talks about it. I felt scared, this is it. This is the night where everything happens. I’d be leaving home tonight, a place I lived in my whole life, to go live with the love of my life under one roof, and make a family of our own. Tonight, I would sleep with his arms around me, holding me tight. Tonight, everyone would start thinking of me as a grownup, a woman. I turned around as soon as I heard the knock on the door. My mother, 7mdoh, and 79a barged in like I wasn’t even there, n they all froze. My mother’s eyes were filled with tears the moment she laid eyes on me. And well, my sister and my best friend stood there looking at me like they’ve just seen a ghost. They all came up to me and gave me a group hug, which made me feel a bit relaxed.

“Mom come on, you’ll ruin your makeup” I said while wiping her tears.

“I can’t help it, you look too pretty. Mashalla, Allah yb3ed 3anch il 7sad.” She started mourning.

“Mama 7abeebty, it’s not like you’ll never see me again, bayee ba7shrch kilyoum fel bait, w I’ll get my kids to annoy you with me.” I said, laughing at how my mom was so dramatic about it.

She gave me a light hit on my shoulder. My mom n I are very close even though I was the younger daughter. “Stop laughing, it’s not funny you’re getting married and leaving me alone at home” she cried even harder.

“E7M E7M, and where was I exactly gonna live?” said 79oo9, with an annoyed expression on her face.

“Owh I mean, leaving me with 79a at home” She corrected. We all laughed about it. I helped my mother fix her makeup and hair after all the drama she did.

“We’ll come back to get you down when it’s time” said 7amdoh, followed by a very tight hug.
“’okay” I hugged her back.

They left, and I sat there thinking. Wondering, how will my prince look tonight? Will this night be exactly as I imagined it, Or would it turn into total chaos? *hopefully not* I thought to myself. I started flipping through the magazines I found on the table just to pass time, and before I knew it half an hour had passed, it was now 10:15pm. There was 2 knocks on the door and then I heard my sister say “Its time!” Omg, this is it. I got up, got my final look in the mirror and open the door. I took a deep breath and started walking slowly until I faced the door of the hall. The hall, in which all my dreams will come true. The doors gradually opened, for me to see that gleam that was concentrated on me. I couldn’t see the place, everything around me was vague. Until I moved forward, Everything started getting clearer, my mother standing right in front of me crying *as usual* my sister and 7amdoh helping me with my dress. And I suddenly realized, am scared. What if I Trip over a wire or something? What if mayed doesn’t like the way I looked? I felt this sudden urge to cry. The music filled the hall with emotions. Every woman in the place whispered to the one next to her, every single eye was looking at me, and only me. I felt like I owned the place, like I was the queen. It was perfect.

Everything went by smoothly, with no problems none what so ever, and I couldn’t wait for the time to see him. My friends came up to me and started chatting and making fun about the fact that I’m not free anymore, n I can’t do whatever I want. We all laughed and enjoyed ourselves. While everyone ate dinner, n talked, 7mdoh came and sat with me for entertainment. After dinner, my sister told me that he’s coming, my mayed. That’s when my heart started pounding like crazy. I felt so nervous that I looked hilarious on stage.

“How do I look? Should I hold this here or here? No wait does my hair look ok? I’m supposed to stand here right? Will he like my make up?” I asked nervously all the questions that I could think of.

Everyone around me laughed at my reaction.

“Relax sis, your look gorgeous as always” said 79oo9 as she gave me a light hit on my arm.

“Hey hey dun touch the bride, hhhhh” 7amdoh said defensive.

“Ok shush you guys, they’re here. Common let’s get off the stage” 79oh said talking to 7amdoh.
“No no dun leave me here!” I said nervously.

“Bye hun, good luck” 79oh winked at me as she left.

The music started, n I could feel the beat though my chest. The door slowly opened, and I saw him. The most gorgeous person I’ve ever laid eyes on. My baby. He was slowly walking towards me with his head down. With his father walking next to him. And when he got to the stairs, that’s when he looked up to see me.

Mayeds perspective~

I was nervous, couldn’t walk straight n I could hear my father saying some stuff to calm me down, but I didn’t pay much attention. All I cared about was my princess, the princess that I waited my whole life for. I walked with my head down, I couldn’t look at anyone, the only person I wanted to see was her, my wife. As soon as I got to the stairs, I lifted up my head n I froze. My father pulled my elbow to help me walk, n I did but I couldn’t take my eyes off of her. The way she smiled when she saw me was luminous. Finally, she’ll be living with me. The love of my life will be with me, now n forever. I promised myself that I would never let anyone hurt this divine creature, who am sure is not human. An angel maybe, but not human. The sight of that angelic face, made my heart go wild. I got to her, and I had this stupid smile on my face that showed that I was speechless, amazed. I kissed her forehead very gently and her cheek turned into the finest shade of pink. Then we sat and indulged every moment of our wedding together with her hand holding on tightly to mine. We laughed, we talked, and we both couldn’t believe that this day finally came. After chatting for a while, we got up to cut the cake. She held the knife and I held her hand, we cut the cake slowly and gave each other some of it.

The wedding was over; everyone came to wish us a great life together and to take pictures. When no one was left except for my family and hers, I suggested that we should go eat our dinner upstairs. I carried her effortlessly upstairs like a baby, my one and only baby. We ate our dinner, while I sank into the depth of her eyes, her enchanting eyes. I got up as soon as we finished dinner, grabbed her hand n I was on my knees.

“May I Have this Dance?”I asked.

“well of course you may” She replied, shy.

I lifted her up and started slow dancing with no music on, just us. Then I Held her hand and lead her to the bedroom. I threw her on the bed and laid there next to her. I pulled her very closely to my body, and very gently kissed her delicate lips.

“You are finally mine forever and nothing could ever change that. I love you”

Hinds perspective~

I felt something that I never have felt before, a feeling of something I can’t even explain. I loved him, I would die for him, I would take a bullet for him. He was my world, my oxygen, my EVERYTHING!

“I love you more baby” I replied as I fell asleep in his arms.

Today was a fairytaleYou were the prince

I used to be a damsel in distress

You took me by the hand and you picked me up at six

Today was a fairytale

Today was a fairytale

Today was a fairytale

I wore a dress

You wore a dark grey t-shirt

You told me I was pretty when I looked like a mess

Today was a fairytale

Time slows down whenever you're around

But can you feel this magic in the air?

It must have been the way you kissed me

Fell in love when I saw you standing there

It must have been the wayToday was a fairytale

It must have been the way

Today was a fairytale

Today was a fairytale

You've got a smile that takes me to another planet

Every move you make everything you say is right

Today was a fairytale

Today was a fairytale

All that I can say is it's getting so much clearer

Nothing made sense until the time I saw your face

Today was a fairytale

Time slows down whenever you're around

Yeah yeah

But can you feel this magic in the air?

It must have been the way you kissed me

Fell in love when I saw you standing there

It must have been the way

Today was a fairytale

It must have been the way

Today was a fairytale.

THE END

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Part 19-*

Y'all Might hate me For it =P.. Enjoy

Something’s wrong. I’ve been sitting in the same place for 2 hours, he hasn’t called, hasn’t texted, it was very weird. I can feel it; something was wrong. We were supposed to meet half an hour ago, he didn’t show up. His mobile is off. My heart is racing; I can feel the sweat on my forehead, my face burning up. Am I worried? No, I’m Terrified! Where could he be? Did he forget that he was supposed to pick me up? No, no way he never forgets! Suddenly, out of nowhere, My Blackberry starts Ringing. *weird number* I thought to myself. I don’t usually answer weird number, but I got this unbelievable feeling that I have to answer this one. I answered.

“Aloo” I said still terrified, I felt like something really bad was about to happen.

“Il salaam 3laaikm, m3ay Hind AlX?” The voice Said, with a very serious tone.

“Haih n3am, mnoo m3ay?” I replied, as I started to get even more worried.

“Ism7eeli i5ty abali’3ch, raylich sawa 7adeth mn shwai, w hoo al7een fel 3naya il morakaza fe mstashfa Rashid” Everything after that faded away.

My whole world fell apart, my heart shattered into million bits. The warm tears suddenly felt like they belong on my face. I couldn’t feel anything around me; I couldn’t see what’s in front of me. I just ran to the car since I had my license now. I let out a loud scream as soon as I sat in it. I drove as fast as I can to the hospital. And as soon as I got there, I parked in the nearest empty park I could find, n just sat there. In shock. I threw my tears off my face and took a deep breath in disbelieve. I got out of the car and ran to the counter and asked the woman about mayed. She showed me the way to his room. I started running as fast as I can to the room and when I got there, I just froze. I stared at the door and tears started pouring down my face. I put one hand on the door, and I suddenly felt his pain. This gush of emotions moved right through me. When a sudden touch on my shoulder startled me. I turned around to see the doctor standing right behind me.

“Mrs. AlX?” he asked.

“Yeah” I replied whipping my tears off my face.

“Your Husband is in a really tough position, his accident really affected his spinal cord, and unfortunately he has only 20% of regaining his ability to walk, I’m sorry” he said with a sad tone.

“No, please tell me you are messing with me. PLEASE TELL ME THIS IS ALL A PRANK!” I said while shaking the doctor n screaming.

He placed his hand on my shoulder and Said “I’m Sorry” And Left.

All I was left with was pain, heartache, and Misery. I turned to face the door; I slowly placed my hand on the knob and opened the door. The pipes sticking through his body, were like knifes sticking through my heart. Didn’t know how to think, didn’t find enough oxygen to breathe. I wanted to be in his place, I wanted to be the one who was in that accident, NOT HIM!! I walked slowly towards the bed, and grasped his hand tenderly.

“You promised never to leave me, you promised to stay by my side till the end of time, you promised that our wedding will be the biggest wedding anyone had ever witnessed. YOU PROMISED! You cant leave me now, please don’t. I need You, Plz. I need you so much” I started pleading as I kissed his hand. Tears rolling off my face and landing on his palm.

Three days passed with no news, no movement, no improvement. I wouldn’t leave the side of his bed, his hand, the sight of his face. I brushed my finger gently on his face, and kissed his cheek. “Come on Mayed, you’re stronger than this, I know you are. You can’t leave me. Everyone lost hope, but I didn’t. I simply know that you are stronger than this and that you’ll wake up. I need you to!”. I felt a sudden twitch in his hand. I looked at him very slowly hoping that that twitch was a sign that he is waking up, I stared at him for 2 whole minutes. Then, the most gorgeous face I had ever layed eyes on moved. He struggled to open his eyes, and to move his lips to talk but no point. I craved for his voice. I needed to hear it, I needed him to tell me that everything will be alright. I put my palm gently on his face, that’s when he moved his hand and placed it over mine on his face.

“You’re here.” He said in a jaded voice.

“Of course babe, I promised not to leave you, didn’t I?” I replied with tears filling my eyes.

“I’m so sorry; I’m very late to pick you up. I couldn’t wait to see you; I couldn’t wait to see those eyes, this nose, and those lips. I sped up, n all this happened. I’m sorry!” He turned his face the other way so he wouldn’t have to face me.

I Held his face, and turned it back to me. “Don’t you ever do that to me again!” I said while crying.

“I Love you babe” he brushed his finger across my face to wipe my tears.

“I’m crazy about you 7yati.” He gave me the smile I’ve been longing to see, the smile that kept me strong all this time.

After talking for a while, we heard a knock on the door. The doctor came in with a big smile on his face.

“Hello Mr. sleepy, you got the misses here all worried about you. You know, if you wanted attention you could’ve just got her flowers” we all laughed after being miserable for so long.

“Mr. AlX, now that you woke up, we have to do a couple of tests to see that you are completely fine. Because, the accident like I told your wife affected your spinal cord in a bad way. Unfortunately you have only 20% of regaining your ability to walk. So, let’s get you started for check up. And Mr. AlX would you like to wait outside a bit?” The doctor said, very confident.

“Ok, I love you baby” I Said as I looked at my husband.

“Love you too 7beebty” he winked at me, and turned to see the doctor.

After 30 long minutes of waiting the doctor came out of the room and came to talk to me. I couldn’t tell whether it was good or bad news from his expressions, his face was so still.

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Part 18-*

I'm Very sorry, i knw i'm very late in posting it, i've had a bit Of Trouble with it. But Thanks To my Best Feinds Help "Booshi". i finished it. Booshi This part is deticated to you, Hope you Like it. LOVE YOU (L)

I woke up trying to remember what was so important today.

“MILCHTYY” oh my god, I have been waiting for this day since the day I got engaged, but now that its here I don’t think I’m quite ready for it, am I ?

I got up brushed ma teeth, washed my face, changed n headed down stairs. It was 10:00am so I had much time to prepare myself. My sister came down stairs all excited about today, holding her dress in front of her and dancing around the living room. And of course my mother yelling from up stairs for me to go get ready. I ate my breakfast really quickly n went to get my dress. And since it was valentine, I thought that a red dress would make everything perfect. A silk, short, red dress, with a big bow on the hip. Then I went and got my jewelry, and sorted everything on the bed, but something was missing. “SHOES!” crap how could I forget buying shoes?! I called my mum and told her that I didn’t get shoes, and my mum got dressed quickly and we headed to the mall. After 10 silent minutes my mum finally spoke.

“So, are you ready for today?” she asked excited.

“Am terrified, but yeah I guess am ready for it” I replied worried that I may not find the perfect shoes for my dress.

“Omg my baby girl is all grown up. How’s Mayed treating you hun?” I felt weird, talking to my mum about a guy, but I kinda liked it, n I can tell she was so eager to know. So I started telling her.

“Wow mmm, he’s amazing. He calls me every 10 minutes to check up on me n to make sure am fine. And he talks to me like am his queen, n if I’m pissed he wouldn’t hang up unless I laughed my head out” I said imagining him next to me, holding my hand.

“He seems like an amazing guy.” I felt like she was about to cry. “I really wish you a great life with him honey” and then she burst into tears.

I tried calming her down, and by the time we got to the mall, she was already laughing and talking about her old days with dad. Which was kinda disturbing. We entered every shoes shop we can find, n I was going crazy cuz I couldn’t find the perfect shoes. We had one more store to go n when we got to it; I saw it there just staring back at me. The perfectest red, high heeled shoes. This fortunately also had a ribbon on it. After 3 hours of shopping, we found the perfect shoes, n headed home. I sat there waiting for the makeup artist to come cover my face with all that makeup, and fix my hair. I flipped through several magazine pages until she got here. It was already 6, so I had so little time to finish. After sitting on the same seat for like 2 hours, I felt like my back was about to crack. I paid the woman, n started getting ready. My sister and 7amdoh came into my room with the widest smiles on their faces . “Halla walla bel3roos” 7amdoh Said.
I smile n said “ahlain” as I gathered my stuff; n got the final look at myself in the mirror.
“Mashalla Sis. You look AMAZING” 79ooh said as she came and gave me the tightest hug anyone could give, and 7amdoh was next. After like 5 minutes there was a knock on the door. It was my dad holding the paper am supposed to sign on.“Wow, mashalla mashalla gumaar ymshi jdaami. Allah yhaaneech 7abeebty.” He kissed my forehead as he handed me the paper. I looked at it for a while n thought *this paper is the thing that would change my life forever, he will be mine, n I will be his. Nothing could ever change that. This is the only thing that separates me from him*. I gave my Sister & my 7amdoh a Final look before I signed n said. “Bye Bye Bachelorette life” I looked at the paper for the last time and signed, filled with confidence, and with no worries.

“Yaaaaaaay” my sister started screaming as soon as I handed my father the paper. “YOU ARE MARRIED!!!!!”

I shot her a shy smile n said “yes well, I guess I am”.

My father kissed my forehead again and headed out of the room.

“It’s time for you to get down hun; everyone is waiting to see the most gorgeous bride ever”

I took a deep breath n closed my eyes. Flashbacks of my memories with mayed crossed my mind. The way he held my hand, the way he pulled me tight to his body, the way he kissed my hand. I had a wide smile on my face just as his voice echoed in my head. I walked very slowly out of the room; I stood on top of the stairs and stared down. Every single eye was concentrated on the stairs waiting for me to come down, waiting to see whether I’ll look different. The grooms family waiting to see whether the new member of their family was going to fit in with them or not. Everyone is waiting. I started walking down the steps, with what must’ve been like 300 eyes looking at me. Very proud of myself, very confident of myself. Trying to keep my pace right, slow n steady. I can hear people whispering all around me, talking about me I hoped. I can see my mother standing in front of me, eyes filled with tears, struggling to smile. I walked myself to where am supposed to sit. Fixed my dress and sat down. I started looking at everyone, while everyone stared at me too.

“Why is everyone looking at me like that?” I whispered to my mom.

“Because you’re gorgeous baby” she replied as she kissed my cheek.

As everything went by smoothly, and everyone was happy and enjoying themselves. I can’t describe how I felt; I had mixed emotions bottled up inside me. I’m just waiting for the moment where I’d be alone with him, with my mayed. When everyone left and it was finally time to see him. I got up fixed my hair. That’s when my father called me in to see mayed. I can feel my tummy being squished, and my heart scrambling through my chest. I held the door knob, open the door and entered too see mayed standing there, his face to the wall, waiting for me I guess.

“E77m” I said.

*Mayeds perspective*

I heard the most beautiful sound on earth.

I turned around, and there she was. An angel on the ground, and standing there in front of me. My jaw dropped open. I have never seen such beauty, she was perfect. She was mine, forever. I walked very slowly heading towards her. She was playing with her hair in the cutest way I’ve ever seen, n smiling the most beautiful smile anyone could ever smile, I sank into her eyes while she looked at me. I stood in front of her just gazing into her eyes like I’ve never seen them until now. I held her hand so tight, and held her tighter to my body, just so I could breathe the same air she does, so I can share the most important thing to live, with her. I held her chin up I locked me eyes on hers, we kept staring into each other’s eyes. I leaned forward, my nose touched hers. I took a deep breath, when her scent drove me insane. I moved my lips from her cheek making my way to her lips. I kissed her for the first time ever; everything inside of me went crazy, my feelings, my heartbeats, my thoughts. I pulled her even closer n said.

“Nothing will ever stop me from loving you, not even death. You are mine now, you always were n always will be. I Love You”

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Part 17-*

Omg i haven't written in a long time i know.. am sorry you guyz i've been really bzyyy .. Enjoy The Part (L)

I Looked at them silently for a while n then Said “I...”

My Mum gave me this anticipating look that I couldn’t let her down no matter what.

“I accept” n I quickly looked the other way and ran upstairs. I can hear my mom ityabib downstairs, n I couldn’t help but burst into laughter. As soon as I closed the Door 79oh opened it and rushed inside.

“YOU SAID YES DIDN’T YOU?” She asked excited.

“Mmm Yeah” I felt like my face was on fire and very red.

79oh n I started jumping on the bed n yelling out of excitement. I suddenly remembered mayed so I stopped jumping, threw myself on the bed, n dialed his number. I asked 79oh to be quiet, so she stopped jumping n sat with me on the bed.

“Aloo” he answered with a depressed voice. Probably because I told him that I told mum that I have to think about the proposal.

“Hi, listen mayed before you say anything. We’ve been together for 2 amazing years and I still feel like I don’t know you that well. Therefore I can’t accept your proposal. I’m sorry, I really wish you a great life with someone else but I don’t think you should stick yourself to me. And I really think we should end this, because it’s only going to go downhill from now on.” I said with a very serious tone. It killed me to do this, because I know he’s going to get hurt so badly, but it’s worth it just to see the smile on his face when he finds out that it was just a prank.

Mayeds perspective…

My whole world shattered in one second, her words were like a knife stabbing me. The pain wouldn’t stop. I stayed quiet, didn’t know what to Say. Maybe she’s right, maybe I proposed too fast. I couldn’t see anything anymore the whole world went black. For the first time in my adult life I felt the warm tears on my cheeks, and then the tears started gushing that I couldn’t take it anymore. She noticed that I started crying, the sound of my inhaling was too obvious. I couldn’t stop; the wound was too deep for it to heal. I hung up quickly before she said anything n just sat on the nearest chair I could find. Did I just lose my reason to live? My reason to smile? My reason to breathe? No way I can’t lose her! Not her! I heard a sudden knock on the door, but I wasn’t in the mood to talk to anyone, so I didn’t pay much attention to it n I kept on thinking. Imagining her face, when she saw the air balloon, the one I made especially for her! The gratitude in her eyes. The Love. All that just vanished and I’m not going to get it back. All the thinking made me feel sleepy. I decided that I better sleep a bit before I go insane!

2 Hours Later ~]

The harsh knocking on the door woke me up.

“What do you want?” I yelled. The headache was killing me.

“Its dinner time” my father said from behind the door.

I got up n sat on the bed, n when I remembered everything I couldn’t help throwing myself on the bed again and lying down. How could a girl do all this to me? She’s not just any girl. She’s Hind, the girl who lit up my world, the one who was my reason to get up in the morning! But why? Why wouldn’t she accept? Did I hurt her in anyway, Did I Do anything wrong towards her? I’m not going to give up on her. She is mine, she’ll always be mine!

“Yalla ya mayed, get down for dinner” my father yelled again from behind the door.

“Ok Ok am coming”

I got up n headed to the bathroom. I Washed my face n fixed my messed up hair, n headed down stairs. I saw my dad, mum, n baby brother n sister sitting on the table waiting for me. I kissed my parents’ foreheads n sat next to my dad.

“Mayed I have really good news” Said my dad with a smile on his face. My father wasn’t That Old he was in his early 40s. So I was very close to him, I could talk to him about anything, we have like the perfect father, son relationship.

“Oh yeah? What is it?” I doubt anything could be good after what happened today with hind. But eh, what’s the harm?

“Hind alX accepted your proposal. Mabrook son, you’re getting married” my baby sister and brother started singing * ya m3airees, 3ain Allah taraaa, wL gmr w il njoom tmshi wraah*
I was so confused! How come? She told me that she didn’t accept the proposal and my father says she did!

“What?! Are you Serious?! Are you positive?!” I asked confused. My mum n dad laughed their heads off because of my reaction.

“Yes of course I’m sure, her father called me today. I knocked your door to tell you, but you were sleeping”

Omg I can’t believe this. What she did was just a prank? She’s mine. Soon She Will be with me forever. Hind. MY HIND! I Stood up, carried my baby sister ‘3aya and started dancing across the living room and singing. My parents sat there laughing on the way I reacted. I put down ‘3aya n ran up to my room. I threw myself on the bed n called Hanood.

“Aloo” She answered with the most angelic voice I have ever heard.

“Hind! Inty 5a6eeebty!” I said in disbelieve.

“Yeaah 7beeeeby, I hope you’re not upset because of the prank” she said, acting very innocent.
“Ahh hind, you don’t know ana kaif mrta7 right now, Am on top of the world. Nothing can affect me.” I replied.

“Ya 7yaaati. Ok so our parents will decide about the 56ooba, milcha, wedding n all that. All I’m going to do is Enjoy the best time of my life with the most amazing fiancé ever” she said, very happy.

“I Love You baby” I felt like my heart was going to explode from all the love I feel for her.

“W ana a3shagk 7beeby”

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Part 16-*

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My heart started Racing thru my chest, I didn’t know whether I wanted to know who it is or not. Should I ask her not to say his name? No, I’m a bit curious! But what if I get shocked. Well of course I’ll be shocked! What am I saying? Ok lemme just get shocked.

“His name is mayed Rashid al X, 23 years old. He’s from a very well known n respected family. They live nearby. He is a great young boy.” She said.

What?! Mayed?! NOWAY!!!! Everything made sense now! The way he reacted when I told him, the way he didn’t care that someone proposed to me. I CNT BELIEVE THIS! I sat there shocked, speechless, dumbfounded, I didn’t know which word would describe it better. I couldn’t say anything. My mother stared at me for a while, and then said “So what do u think?”

“Let me think about it for a while” still in shock.

“Of course, take your time hun” she said, hugging me.

She got up and left the room, as the door closed behind her, I let out a load sigh. I didn’t know whether it was a sigh of relief or a sigh of shock. 5 minutes of thinking got interrupted by the ringing tone of the blackberry (incoming call from *’3la il roO7*). For the first time in 2 years I felt hesitant to answer, didn’t know what to say or what to do. Alas, I answered.

“Hellow”

“Halla 7ayatii” he said calmly

“Hey” and then the silence took over, awkward silence.

After 15 long silent minutes.

He said “so your mother told you, ha?” with a sarcastic tone in his voice.

“Yes, yes she did” Owh crap, now it’s really awkward.

“So what do you say?” curiosity was taking over him.

“I told her that I have to think about it.”

“Owh ok” and then we got back to the awkward silence. After a while he broke the silence n said “ok then, I guess I’ll call you back later”

“Ok, bye” I said, waiting desperately for this silence to end. He hung up, n I started thinking. Am I dreaming? Was he kidding? Am I going to wake up anytime now and find out that all of this is a dream? Maybe it is, but if it is this is the weirdest dream I have ever had! I gave myself a little pinch on my arm. “Ouch” Ok obviously this is not a dream! All of this is real!! He really did propose! I called 7amdoh n told her about everything.

“YOU GOTTA BE KIDDING ME” her scream made me feel like I was going to lose my ear.

“I wish I was! I don’t know what to do!! Should I say yes?” I felt like I was about to cry from all the confusion.

“You are such an idiot! Of course say yes! Isn’t this what you want?” she asked. Even more confused than I was.

“Yeah but I never thought that he’d actually propose!”

“Well he did, now figure out whether you’re going to accept it or not!” she got serious.

“Yeah I guess I should, thanks 7amdoh”

“No problem hun, ok listen I got to go now, talk to ya later” n she hung up.

Thoughts took over my mind; nothing other than mayeds name keeps popping up. For some reason I started imagining how my life would be if I said yes. The house on the beach, with a nice peaceful little porch, kids running around us playing with the dog, The cold breeze caressing our faces. Everything felt so perfect. But I wasn’t sure whether it’s the right choice or not. I want him so badly n of course I want to spend the rest of my life with him. But why does it feel wrong? I imagined the cold days I would spend in his arms n all the romantic gestures. I dozed off, n the harsh knocking on the door woke me up two hours later.

“Come in” I yelled, still half asleep.

79oh entered the room and started jumping on the bed n shouting. Did my sister go crazy? I grabbed her leg n pulled her, which made her fall on the bed.

“What’s up with all the hyperness?” I asked barely moving.

“YOU ARE ENGAAGED! I can’t believe this! My sis 7yaaaati!” she yelled excited.

“You do know that I didn’t say yes yet right?” I said emotionless.

“WHY WHY?!!” she replied shocked. “Don’t you know who it is!!”

“I do, but I told mum that I want to think about it!”

“Huh?! Such an idiot! He’s mayed for god’s sake, the guy who would die for you. The guy who threw you the most amazing surprise party ever. The guy who took you on an air balloon ride for your birthday! Are you Crazy?! This guy would go to the end of the world for you!” she gave me this weird look.

“Well yeah, but u know it is a matter of a person whom I’ll spend the rest of my life with!” I said being serious.

“Eh well, If you didn’t accept I will” she gave me an evil look, as she headed to her room.

I got up really quickly, freshened up, and wore something comfy, n headed down stairs. Where my mother n father were sitting. I went n kissed their foreheads.

“Mum, dad. I made my decision!” I said with a serious face.

“Really? So?” my mum started getting anxious!

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Part 15-*

Part 15

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This Part Goes Out to NunuKins, HanOoSh, n 79aa Ak (L) .. Happy Birthday you guyz .. (L) This is for yew.. its a long part so enjOy (K)

Ok this is really starting to freak me out, where was she heading with this?

“Is everything alright?” I asked concerned.

Mum looked at me like she didn’t have the right words to say, but that didn’t desist her.

“A guy came over today with his father” she started saying. Omg no! I know where this is headed, no I don’t want this, I don’t want this guy! I want mayed, only mayed. No one else! How could this be happening?

“And he proposed to you” she continued. I felt the warm tears in my eyes, which wouldn’t stop no matter how hard I fought them. The heartache n the pain!!

“I don’t want him mum” I said instantly.

“But honey, you didn’t even think about it!” she Said as she looked at me confused.

“And I don’t want to think about it” That’s when the tears started gushing through my face.

“Why not? He’s a great Guy, very handsome, He’s about to graduate, and he has all the Mr. perfect qualities! He’s every girls dream guy. How about you think about it hun?”

“I DON’T WANT TO” I said pissed off.

“Ok, Ok Lisn, we won’t answer just yet. You think about it as long as you want, Think it through really well. Then you can tell me what you think” She said, Grazing my face lightly.

I didn’t reply. I just sat there silently. The whole world around me went black, I couldn’t see anything anymore. My mother looked at me for a second and when she figured that I wouldn’t be saying anything any time soon she left. That’s when I started crying my eyes out, Tears Cascading through my face. I buried my face in the pillow, n let out a load shriek. I didn’t think I would stop crying, but eventually I did. I took Deep breathes, n tried so hard to get my head off the pillow. I felt like it weighed 150Kg. I looked around me aimlessly, that’s when I Noticed that the wall Clock Said 6:11pm.

“Owh shit!!” I jumped off the bed really quickly, tied my hair up, n wore anything cute & comfy I found. I asked my mum to drive me to the park, when I got there I could still feel my eyes all swollen up from all the crying n sobbing. I called mayed as soon as my mum left.

It Rang twice n he answered with the most amazing voice ever *as usual*

“Hey Babe” he said.

“Halla 7yati, where are you?” I asked harmonious.

“Just stay wherever you are, I can see you” and he hung up before I got to say bye.
I waited for like two minutes, n suddenly I felt someone’s arms around me, I would’ve screamed but when I saw that its mayed I didn’t, I just hugged him back.

“Close ur eyes” he whispered into my ears. I obeyed involuntarily. I closed my eyes, n everything around me went black, I can only see the light through my eyelids. I tripped over a small rock, but he held me tightly towards his body and didn’t let go. He kissed my cheek every once in a while, while we’re walking. I could literally feel like there are some butterflies in my stomach n the adrenaline rushing thru my veins, n I got every possible feeling a person can get in one second. I was on top of the world! Even if he was taking me to throw me off a building, it still wouldn’t matter to me. That’s how much I loved him. After walking for a while, we stopped. He swept me off my feet and continued walking. I held on tightly to his neck. He finally put me down n said “You Can open ur Eyes now”.

I opened my eyes slowly n I was shocked! “WOW, I Can’t believe this. ARE YOU SERIOUS?” I rubbed my eyes just to make sure that I was seeing everything clearly. “Omg, U gotta be kidding me!!!”

A huuuge Air balloon with a *happy birthday babe* sign on it, was right there in front Of me! With all The Rainbow colors on it.

“U like it?” he asked innocently.

“Like it? Are u kidding me?! I LOVE IT!!! U r amazzzing!” I screamed as I hugged him.

“Wanna go for a ride?” and again he swept me off my feet before I could answer and put me in it.
“Do u know how to operate it?” I asked still in shock.

“Of course, my dad taught me all about it! Ready babe?” he asked.

“Yup” I Said very excited. And as soon as I said the word, I saw the flames filling up the air balloon. The heat on my skin felt unexplainably comforting. Mayed approached me with arms open wide, and hugged me so tight, that for a second I thought I was going to stop breathing.

“Kil 3am w inty il 7ub” he said with a kiss on my forehead.

Suddenly it came back to me, a flashback of what happened at home with my mom. Fresh tears occupied my eyes as I remembered everything happened.

“Hanood 7beeebi, what’s wrong?” mayed asked in concern & confusion.

I couldn’t handle it anymore, so I spilled everything I was not planning on telling him. His expressions didn’t change at all [weird].

“Aha, well isn’t that supposed to be like good news?” This question popped a million questions in my mind. What the hell does he mean by GOOD NEWS! Isn’t he like supposed to be pissed off or something? He’s going to lose me forever, n that’s GOOD NEWS!!! Wow, I really didn’t see that coming. What a shock!

“Mayed I think I need to go” I said dejectedly.

“Owh ok” he replied emotionless. No seriously! What’s up with him? I waited 10 minutes until we got on the ground again. I can’t say that this wasn’t the best day of my life, Cuz then I’d be lying, but this last part of the day really ruined everything. I called my mum to come pick me up, n when she got here, I didn’t bother to hug him or anything. I just said bye n left. I got home still in shock of how mayed reacted, but I was too tired to think about it. I heard a sudden knock on the door.

“Come in” I said. My mom slowly open the door and got in. *Omg not again* I thought to myself, what now?

“Hey hun, I know you probably don’t want to talk about it. But I just remembered that we didn’t finish our talk before you went out. N I just wanted to come and tell you his name, age, n all that. You girls now-a-days have your facebook n twitter, you can search him up and see for yourself.” she said with a very calm tone.

“Ya Sure mum” I just needed to say anything to make her stop talking about this subject ever again.

“Mmm Ok, so his name is ……………..”

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Part 14-*

Part 14
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As usual 7amdOh saying stuff that don’t really make sense, babbling on & on about this guy she likes at our school. Well, I must say he is Gorgeous, no wonder she’s into him but of course she’s my best friend so he’s all hers, and plus I have mayed what do I want with this guy? Anyway, we went through an extremely boring day! And Just when I started to think that nothing interesting will happen today This Happened..

“Hanood come check this Out!” yelled a7med from outside.

“What’s happening?!” I said perplexed. I saw the whole school gathered. What could possibly be so interesting?! I went outside, I couldn’t see anything! WHAT WAS GOING ON?!!!! I stood there confused, n feeling really stupid!

“Baby” he whispered in my Ear. I was Shocked, I turned around n my eyes Opened wide, my jaw dropped open, n I couldn’t find the right words to say. Omg he is the most amazing boyfriend ever! I can’t believe he did this, n I can’t believe he remembered! Mayed stood there looking gorgeous as usual wearing a Black Tux with the tie n everything, he held what must’ve been about 150 balloons in his hand. I’m Surprised he didn’t Fly Off with Them.

“HAPPY BIRTHDAY GORGEOUS!” he said with the most amazing smile on his face. I ran up to him as fast as I can n hugged him so tight! I can’t believe he did this. I gave him a light kiss on the cheek, n as soon as I did, I noticed the decoration everywhere the balloons n flowers n everything! I stood there beside him like I was hiding from something. I was really intoxicated by all this, having him here n everyone I know was really special. A7mad gave me The Come-n-hug-me look.

I Looked at Mayed innocently n said “please Can I?!”

“Well he helped me with everything n you mean a lot to him. Go ahead” he said with a wide smile. Then he looked at a7med “you have 15 seconds” he teased.

I ran over to a7med n gave him an extremely tight hug, n 7amda too. We all had an amazing time; everyone talked n joked n danced. It was a perfect birthday. After a long day of laughing n dancing everyone headed home very happy. I went into the house, and layed on the bed. That’s when I noticed the folder paper that was on my night stand. I picked it up n opened it.

“Meet Me
At The Park
At 6:30
I’ll Be Waiting.

Xoxo,
Mayed”

I read the paper over n over n over again. Could he be anymore perfect? I wonder What’s Waiting for me at the park. Did I ever mention that I am totally in love with that guy? I put down the paper on the bed n started thinking, every thought in my head had mayeds name on it. What was he going to do at the park? A Sudden knock on the door snapped me out of it.
“Come in” I yelled.

The door Opened and in came my mother. Hmm that’s weird my mum never comes to my room unless it’s extremely important.

“Hanooda 7beebty, I have to talk to u about something” she said seriously.

“Yeah sure mum, am all ears.” I said confused.

“Ok, this might be life changing to you, but I want you to know that it’s totally up to u. Me n your dad will support you no matter what you say” she said.

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Part 13
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“Ok Ok mum I can explain” I said nervously, I don’t know what I was going to tell her, I certainly can’t tell her that I went to the airport looking for a7med. “A friend of mine needed to go to the hospital and I needed to drive her there, she didn’t have anyone else to take her.” I was really hoping that would work.

“Oh really? And which friend would that be?” she asked. Crap I’m a really really bad liar. I know what you readers are thinking right now, that I should be lying to my mum, well does it look like I have any other choice? Anyways I felt so nervous, my palms were sweating n I didn’t know what to say.

“Mmm you don’t know her, her name is mmm Sara, she’s in our class.” I replied with an edgy voice.

“Aha, and what was wrong with her?” she asked doubtful, n raising one eyebrow.

“Umm not really sure ... Mm I think asthma, yeah that’s it asthma” I gave her the widest fake smile ever.

“Am not saying I believe you, which I don’t, but if this happened again you will only have yourself to blame hind” she said with crossed arms and a very serious look on her face.

“Ok sorry mum” I quickly turned around and started running towards the stairs. As I Got to half of the stairs I looked back and said, “Owh yeah mum, you have a speeding ticket, n a dent in your car” and started running upstairs again.

“HIIIIIND” she said angry. I acted like I didn’t hear a thing; close my door, n fell on my bed. I called 7amdOh to tell her about everything, the way she reacted was hilarious!

“U, a7med! a7med, n u! Friends? No no seriously! Friends?!” she said astonished!

I couldn’t stop laughing at her.

“Hhhh yallla Hun I have to go. See you at school tomorrow” I said excited.

“Okay, Luv ya, bye” she replied.

I hung up n started walking around the house with no purpose at all. I sat all day watching tv and wasn’t really in the mood for doing any homework, although I had a biology Quiz the next day, n I didn’t understand anything in this lesson, but even though I wouldn’t think about getting up to study. I just sat there and watched one show after another, Friends, Seinfeld, the nanny, ER, CSI, etc. n finally I got up and went to my room. I opened my bag n got out my biology notebook n started reading.

“the cells have been discovered by Robert hook...” I Read. “What’s the Use Of this?” I felt like my head was going to explode after the first sentence. I close my notebook and turned to my mobile, Dialed mayeds number n called.

“Hey Gorgeous” He answered.

“Hi babe. How are you?” I asked, feeling kinda sleepy.

“Am fine 7yate, u?” he said softly.

“Am great” I never felt like I was taken care of until now, mayed loved me, a7med was never going to leave me again, and 7amda was always by my said no matter what happened. I talked to mayed for hours until I fell asleep.

I love you so deeply

I love you so much

I love the sound of your voice

And the way that we touch.

I love your warm smile

And your kind, thoughtful way

The joy that you bringTo my life every day.

I love you today

As I have from the start,

And I'll love you forever

With all of my heart.

Part 12-*

Part 12
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I Backed up, Looked at my clothes “what the! Omg I can’t believe I got out of the house like this!” I was wearing a pink pajama with tiny monkeys on it, and pink fluffy slippers. I must say I don’t blame the people for looking at me like I’m mentally ill.

“Why are you here? Your flight is at 10!” I suddenly remembered why I’m here.

“Well I was at home getting ready to travel and never come back when my mum started crying and asking me not to leave. So I had to make sure she calmed down n slept, before I left.” He explained. “But how did you know I was traveling?”

“Your sister told me, are you out of your mind?! You’re going to leave your family, your country, n your friends, for no reason & not come back?!” I was starting to get pissed.

“I have a reason” he replied.

“Which is?!” I asked. Now I was really pissed.

“You! You don’t want me anymore, you’re with mayed now, n I pretty much don’t have anything left here!” he said with a sad tone in his voice.

“Ok but you can’t stop you’re life just because I’m with someone else, we can always be friends” I was trying my best to come up with the right words.

“It’s so hard for me to see you with someone other than me, you were always meant to be mine” I felt the tension in his voice as he spoke.

“a7med this was two months ago, what me and you had was more than amazing, but you have to learn to move on, and like I said we can always be friends, so what do you think?!” I asked hoping he would say yes!

“I’d love that” he said with a defeated voice and a wide smile on his face.

“Omg ok does this mean that you’re staying?” I was really excited that what I said worked, I didn’t think it would. Having a7med as a friend would be a blast.

“Eh why not? After all as your friend you’ll need a shoulder to cry on whenever that mayed of yours hurts you” he had this amazing sarcastic smile on his face. I gave him a light hit on his shoulder and then hugged him so tight.

“So wanna go out for lunch?” I asked very excited.

“Sure” he said as we headed to the door.

We went to Fridays for lunch and we had some interesting talks, and I must admit that a7med is a much better friend than a boyfriend. When we finished our lunch we went for at walk JBR, the weather was to die for, it was simply amazing.

“Owh shit I need to go home” I said as I figure that I didn’t tell my mother that I was going out. I said goodbye to a7med and headed to the car. I heard something weird while I was driving, but I thought it was just some car behind me so I didn’t give it much attention. I got home, parked the car and went inside.

“You want to explain something?” a very scary and angry voice said.

“Oh Hi mum” I said trying to stay calm.

“Don’t act like you didn’t do anything! You went out without taking permission and you took MY CAR when u don’t even have license!!” she said Furious!